introspective periscope : peeking inside since Y2K ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the letter 12:26:54 - 2000-10-30 maybe i'm getting bolder, maybe its just that i'm forever getting older, but its getting easier to throw it all in front of them and they can take it or leave it but they have to admit they've seen it and they can call it what they want, they can call it anything, but its mine and its all that I am.... and sometimes windows to more... And maybe I'm just getting older, because every day, I'm feeling bolder, its like when I wrote that letter to him... my heart's in those words, so don't you dare try to discount me or you'll have more to deal with than a smitten girl with a loud mouth. Maybe I'm getting older because lately, I am so sick and tired of playing games or wasting time wondering, so I wrote it all down for you as best I could without the metaphor you hate, but with the eloquence I use from day to day. I'm trying to strike a compromise and if there's one thing I've learned in 22 years on this planet, its that you've got to be willing to compromise... and I'd be willing to compromise some of me for some of you these days, cuz I can compromise the parts that don't make me who I am.... I've got a lot of leftover pieces to share... Maybe I mixed too many puzzle pieces together but maybe I'm just getting older... cuz I'm certainly getting bolder. maybe its just that i'm forever getting older, but its getting easier to throw it all in front of them and they can take it or leave it but they have to admit they've seen it. You've seen it. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .what came before. - .what happened next. a diamond at the bottom of the drain - 20 october 2017 |
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