introspective periscope : peeking inside since Y2K ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- wretched and vile time to hate - fifteenth of march, 2002 "i love to hate you. i really do."~cindy lauper sometimes, my emotions get to piling up and i get to feeling like being honest when i can't stand the sight of someone or the thought of certain things. in these most honest, raw moments, i feel like i should tell you that i hate how you act. like you're above all that happens. and i get to feeling like i should tell you that what you're going to do makes my stomach turn. and i get to feeling like telling her that she is a liar and a fake and dumb. so dumb that she doesn't even know what she wants. but then, i get to easing up because i know it doesn't matter if i tell any of you. you're always going to be like that. and i try to let it go because there are just better things to think about than your sorry pity party lives. i am grandeous. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .what came before. - .what happened next. a diamond at the bottom of the drain - 20 october 2017 |
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