introspective periscope : peeking inside since Y2K ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- spring forward around 3:30 - april fool's day-i'm a fool for you. april fool's day and daylights savings all in one weekend. how can i contain myself? lets do this thing. "your skin smells lovely like sandalwood"~lisa loeb so after putting up my entry last night, i got hardcore into making tapes for the one boy in the world that will probably appreciate them. i have never had such a challenging nor more enjoyable time putting mix tapes together. i'm pumping segways out like a champ. i'm finding music i forgot i had and reaquainting myself with moving lyrics, deep rich tones, and general goodness. he came home sort of late....and i came out of my music trance. he is the only thing better than music these days. we talked for hours, this time....the sun was lighting the quiet neighborhood when we finally could say goodnight. "is there a snowballs chance in hell that we won't talk our heads off, do you think?" i don't think there is. sometimes, i worry that i won't have anything much to say to people. its been three weeks and he only makes me think of a hundred other questions, a hundred other stories. i like the memories he conjures; i like the stars in my belly. i haven't had a chance to rant in so long to someone who lets me...its a good feeling. i'm so happy. its like i said...we're the most polite couple of saps ever: constantly thanking each other for reminding the other of things forgotten....but i can't help it. i owe him the thanks for my smiles these days. i went to bed as the light started to get a little less subtle, slipping between the preheated sheets (i love my electric blanket at those dark cold hours before the sun crests the horizon). it was one of those nights when i knew that nobody was coming home...when i didn't worry about anyone coming in to wake me up for any damned thing. it was nice. and then. someone woke me up at 6:30. 7:30, if you count the spring forward. bells finally brought the cage. and about damned time. *sigh* so much for my plan to destroy her personal property. i think that i might enjoy living in a state of nature. wait. that was only a hypothetical state. yeah, government. anyway. thats the deal on this mostly cloudy day. more later, maybe. *hugs to all the spring birdies* i hope your move went well, mark. i love you. you'll be fine. tennessee t: thanks for the lovely good morning. later, cats. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .what came before. - .what happened next. a diamond at the bottom of the drain - 20 october 2017 |
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