introspective periscope : peeking inside since Y2K ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- run around lunchtime musing - twelfth of march, 2003 "isn't it just like you to bring me to my knees in my brand new stockings while the cat is out with my tongue? isn't it just like you to bring me to my knees in my brand new stockings love makes me feel so dumb."~ani difranco so i scheduled another test for next tuesday just after lunch and i'm determined to put that friggen' van in between the necessary lines and not even so much as skim softly a barrel, lest i hurt someone terribly in my anger. that having been said, lets forget about driving for the week unless we're practicing, yes? there are a million tests i've got to schedule, otherwise. its time for that six month pap smear colcoscopy ordeal that i'm putting off because i'm not much for labor pains and shaking and well, having my cervix shaved and cut to bits so some jerk can look at the little pieces and say yay or nay to the prospect of cancer. i know its not something i should be putting off but it hurts so friggen' much and i can't stop shaking for hours and last time i could barely stand up for a day. and there's the appointment that i need to schedule for verbil for her rabies and parvo shots and to get those itchy ears of hers checked out before hiking and camping season sets in... all of this while dancing around six brave little kittens who have learned to walk and chase and fight and play and attack a tender loving dog who just sits there and lets them climb all over her and doing nothing more to them than nudging them with her nose and slobbering over them with compassion (at least thats the story for the morning...as for the rest of the day...another scenario completely). so i guess this is the part where i realize that vacation is over and its back to the dizzy day runner run around life that we had before. but its better, somehow....so obviously better that kissing you goodnight is less like a chore and more like love again. this is how it should be. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .what came before. - .what happened next. a diamond at the bottom of the drain - 20 october 2017 |
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