introspective periscope : peeking inside since Y2K

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counting down winter

under brown skies - seventh of november, 2002

"fade.....into....you."~mazzy star

you know, sometimes, i just forget what i wanted to say. and there are lots of things i've wanted to say...i just forget exactly how i thought them at the time.

like that thing with the leaves at the bus stop. and now, how i just wish it would snow because the leaves are really starting to look gross and brown now. and then, after that, a thaw...so we can get out of this horrible-accent town for good like my sister who's leaving this friday for boston for a new forever.

and how i felt when i found that site about portland and finding a place that would take pets.

and how it feels to come home, now, to not only one gorgeous loving animal, but to three.

(we let the mother and the three legged kitten in from the cold nights. we bought them the litter box of the future...the one from outer space...well, from canada, anyway)

or how i felt when i read all of the superficial things she had to say....and wondered how a person gets to be that shallow.

its like...things are passing me by in an on the road style and the pavement unravels before us....

but the savings account is getting fatter the more time we spend apart, finally collapsing in bed and falling asleep against each other's work-worn body.

pick anyplace, baby. i'm game for the road.

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the doodles - 11 july 2017
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