introspective periscope : peeking inside since Y2K ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- punkrock 03:55:34 - 2000-09-09 if it weren't for the punk rock, i'd come looking for you. i have to write it down or its gonna get mean.. not mean like you're used to, not that girl getting pissed off playful about how you called her woman... no, not that kind of mean, just fucking mean like you never saw me bald.... mean like i'm gonna take you out to eat, mean like i'm gonna make a few calls in your behalf... yeah, i have to write it down or it'd come out later, i have to write it down.... if it wasn't for the punk rock, i'd be out on the trail mate looking for you, not quite sure what i'd say, but positive i'd know when i got there, the swing i might take, the hook you might catch, but its not gonna sew up this little biopsy, i told you how i felt, and you said you loved him, so why doesn't it seem so... and i'll still never figure out what the fuck is wrong with me... mean like I didn't cry that night coming home, after a few months of pretending that it doesn't fucking hurt anymore.... a hundred girls breaking hearts without signs showing up for months, a hundred girls, dropping glass hearts for worthlessness... god, fuck dying alone.... i just don't wanna die hating you like this now, i don't wanna die feeling so mean.... i don't wanna have to tell you to your face, cuz it'd break my heart to crush those fucking edible bon bons in my fucking hands, and blow it up in your eyes, suspend judgement, its this or hair, its this or a five dollar parking permit, its this or a cardboard candy stand, and its getting mean, but I gotta get it out before it starts to eat from the inside out... its a monster and its churning inside, you'd better not come close, cuz I saw alien at dennis' and i know whats up, yeah, if it weren't for the punk rock, i think i'd come lookin'. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .what came before. - .what happened next. a diamond at the bottom of the drain - 20 october 2017 |
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