introspective periscope : peeking inside since Y2K

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twice removed

7:44 p.m. - 2008-01-31

in the end, its just the way i suppose it was supposed to play out. one of us had to say it and since he's not man enough, still...i said it.

"stop calling me."

i didn't wait for a reply, i don't think. i just said goodbye. i've spent the better part of the evening removing him from my life, digital ties. in six months, our bonds have been merely virtual...so why does it feel ripped open and real again?

i can only look at it in this way: i grew up and he didn't. i can't wait around for someone who isn't sure; i can't wait around on somedays.

moving on, then...

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